19/8/2010

19/8
its barely half the day gone and
i'm already hating the day.

FUCK!
i wanna scream FUCKK!!!

someone kill me.

nobody really cares abt how u are, how u feel, what u want and what u need.

world cup world cup.
i'm rooting for the 2 korean nations,
african nations..... rise of the minnows
"this time for Africa"
and of cos,
HOLLAND!


abt time the world looks at africa properly.



been working my ass out.
all for the cause of money.
and the activities i wanna do with her
when i get the pay.
or at least the ability to do anything
and not be constrain by lack of money.







floods, heatwaves, earthquakes, droughts
ship-like structure on top of the marina bay sands.
feels like 2012 is coming true.





its one of those nights again.
i hate it. =(
absolutely hate it.




go slp bah,
go slp.

things not so simply anymore.friends?

problem:
if everything i say/do
gonna make pple pissed off.


solution:
then i shall just keep my mouth shut.
and keep to myself.


problem solved.








pple judge me.
i judge pple.
welcome to life.

5months of freedom starts today!

finally after soo sooo soooo long.

i'm backk!

the exams are overr!!

for those who are still mugging..

good luck and jiayou~~

its gonna be over soon!

HOLIDAYSS!!!

i want to catch up on playing soccer.

and its time to get healthy and lose ALOT of weight!!!

headache headache.

world cup cost 70bucks.

omg.

who wants to do some collective buying?

i want to watch ip man 2!!!!

ip man 2~~

initially i had alot to say

but this spliting headache is killing me.

twenty-three.

thanks to all those who wished and/or celebrated
my bday with me.
i cant say enough thank yous for making me feel so happy.

they were tell me to enjoy my day.
such a pity how fast time flies.
24hours aka 1440mins aka 86400secs
zoom past just like that.

the build up to my bday was fantastic,
friday, sat, den finally the actual day itself.


friends, SIM buddies, old friends, clique and bfs and gf.
den finally family.
ooohhh oohhh. and you!!
1st person and last person i spoke to on the 7th march 2010.


i love all of u.
loves the wallet, the watch, the big patrick card and darrens card which is stuck on my wall now.
loves varvars happy bday pics on facebook,
loves all the presents i receive from YOU!=))


yes all of u fall into my category of all those that matters to me.
point 7 in my previous past that is.
you know
my wishlist was an attempt by me to get u turn off
and not get anything and eat a meal with me,
and maybe the angpow! hahaha..
THANK YOU!!!!








bodyworlds and science center is amazing.
bodyworlds is a perpective.
personally i am very very amazed and
grateful to all the donors.
imagine one day when u are 80 den
u go to bodyworlds 2100
and u see my body!!
den u can go, wow i knew this guy long time ago.
art and contribution.
science center?
haha my only previous memory was being dumped into the pond by darren.
a revisit after so long feels good.
pity we didnt have alot of time to wander.
lets go nxt time again!!

theres still flyer, cable car and underwater world.
and many many more...












i came across this cartoon on the chinese newspaper.
and i'll translate it to english cos many of us
cant read chinese sadly.


DISAPPOINTED:

it is a feeling for those that
had once worked hard to experience.




how true, how true.
like all other emotions.
how would u feel disappointed if u have never worked hard for it??

u dont feel sad unless u know how happy feels like.
but does it mean that
for u not to be sad again
u dont want to be happy again too?





jealousy is also the same as disappointment.
u have worked so hard for it,
and yearning and hoping.
yet you dont get it and
see people on the streets getting it.
that sourly feeling
is called jealousy!






yup.. randomness by gman..
till the nxt time..




back to hiatus mode..


ciaoo.....

hiatus journey.

alright.
feb is here.
means
cny is here!!
food!!
food!!
MORE FOOD!!


rocks!



oh yeah..
theres a monster figure on my weighing scales.
omg.
help.









okok.
gman predicts tat
he wont be updating until at least
mid march.

so hes gonna do something unusual this time.
this time hes gonna put his bday wishlist here!!
lol
as if i really expect u to get it for me.
just a wishlist
not a wantlist.

ok here goes:
1. a braun buffel wallet.
(dont ask me why tat brand)
2. a cool looking digital watch.
3. a backpack, not those backpackin type but to
carry stuff go to sch and all type.
4. mp3,ipod, or something like tat.
5. maybe a good earpiece will do too.
6. i want a meal treat to carnivore, and my fellow diner(s)
have to love meat too.
7. i want just a simple dinner with my homies, no need for big hoohaa celebrations
simple dinner with all those who matters,=)

8. if all of the above is outta ur reach, a nice lil angpow with "rich" content
will make my day too!! LOL!






so much for wishlist pple.
just ignore tat.
its just a way for me to waste some time.




"nel, i'm bored."
lol

Nelson says:

write a section abt me then

lol
yeah tats wat nellie says..
i can bet tat those who read my blog will know who tis nelson is!
hahaha.
and i think all i need is for YOU to tag on my taggie to comment on
how u feel abt nelson.
lol!





nel is a good fren,
good man? erss..... i guess so.
muhahahhahaha..
hes the bomb.
homie.

mood: happy sad.

i have some really HAPPY stuffs.
=))











oh yeah

everyone has his/her agendas.
communal living
is all abt how we hide our hidden agendas
and act that all is well and nice,
while constantly making efforts to
get the best for yourself.

齐天大圣是我 谁能奈何了我 但是我却依然不小心 败给了寂寞

abit of testing you pple of your madarin level
to read and understand the title!



first post of 2010!
okok
i know this is late but
happy new year all.
u know no matter how i neglect you
i still love all of you deep deep.


xmas, new yr countdown till first week of sch of the new year
was quite a fiasco.


of cos there were bads and goods and sweets.



now its January
my friends,
if i do suddenly go mia for long means
i am on hiatus
and i am studying.
as much as i want to go and hang out,catch up, have fun,
drink,eat,club,play
with all of you.

reality sets in that i have exams coming up,
and
go and hang out,catch up, have fun,
drink,eat,club,play
doesnt get me the grades,
and i am already heavily in debt
since i am paying outta my own pocket for my education
through bank loan.

some patience
will make gman a happy man.
=)




patrick vieira
is back!!
but not at arsenal thou.
its a love hate feeling.
like him back in the league
hate him being in manc.




ytd after soccer
as usual we were chatting daily stuff at macs.
old friends chatting
simply loves it.
no limits,
no offences,
just opinions
and jokes.



den we were on the topic of soccer and christano ronaldo.
(i duno how to spell his name and i dont care!)
and how nani wants to emulate all his trickery and stuff.
and someone said.
"aiya its all the same lar. look at the singapore players, everyone
wants to be a fandi ahmad."




how true!

so who do you wanna be?!??

362th day of 2009.

while on my way to sch today
heard the deejay on radio mentioning tat its
the 362th day of 2009.

would you even take notice of such fine details in
our everyday rat race?



Xmas celebrations was crazyyy...

home only at 4 am in the morn for
at least 3 days in a row..
how wonderfull..........

been eating eating eating eating!!!
but oh wells
itsss XMASS!!
food is fantastic.





imagine when cny comes.
the eating will go crazy!!!!!




last night.
arsenal won villa.
the commentattor said something tat was pretty funny

" if fabregas dont not get onto spain's squad for the world cup,
put all your money on spain!"
(his performance was too good. half an hour on the field 2 goals scored.)

haha
spain would be veryy nice to watch for world cup!!
omg wat happened to my france??







4days 5 papers.
yeah tat my exam timetable..
ok i foresee a very very very
jam packed studying period from jan till may 10th.







okok.
i'm koping this idea frm nellie.
=)

you know
when do u suddenly realised tat alot of pple wanna be ur friend??

1. when u got alot of money/ when u drive a car
2. when ur friends percieve tat u are interesting/fun-loving/or at least good looking
enuf to ask u along for parties and event.





so how u define
friends?

bodyguards and assassins

synopsis of the movie bodyguards and assassins.

1905, City of Victoria (British Colony of Hong Kong)

In the distance of thirteen blocks, the one man who holds a nations fate must survive relentless attempts on his life with only five bodyguards to protect him. Against hundreds of assassins, these men must put their courage to the test in order to protect the hopes of millions in this perilous night even if it means fighting to the death...






taken from gv website.

watched it today with nellie, chu and bings.

the movie was rather slow paced for the first hour or so..
and then the actions sets in!


alot of pple dont like the show
cause they were expecting an action packed movie from the start to the end
(since theres donnie yen)
the boring starting,
slow pace development of the show sorta turns pple off.







however personally i kinda like the show.
maybe because my liking for history,
that such shows are very interesting to me,
like reading many many history texts in animated pictures.

in the movie,
u can see many pple of different background coming to protect a single person,
but with different reasons....
just to protect a man they nv seen before and
nv actually see in throughout the show.


particularly,
i like how the movie as filmed.
it doesnt portray a single hero
taking out all the bad people
just like all the usual films such as the jackie chan shows.
instead everyone contributed,
gave up their lifes
and did not run away when they knew what they were in for.
thou most of the pple died,
but for a greater cause.
wouldnt it be such a bore if
donnie yen or leon lai just clobber up all the enemies and win???
its sooooo cliche.









so i give the show..
8/10!!

kan ni na.

have you ever felt,
u put your friends/pple close to u
in the first place for everything


den u end up realising
that
they leave u behind for
girls/guys
or even people that are more "happening"??




fuck.

half asleep, half awake.

stupid aircon is not working
i am super hot now!!


ok sch tml @330


thankfully yuzheng smsed abt pay coming in soon.
oh pay oh pay i needed u sooo badly.







stupid handball pple.
nope i'm not biased against handball
just that
wed and friday u book the court to train
so we avoided these days..
now thurs u wanna have extra sessionss........
tats below the belt mann!
good thing u nv come today!!
better dont come from nxt week on.!!








alrite

i shall stop being irritating.
speak less.

stupid excuses.

chus belated bday celebrations.
"can one lar chu!"
haha
no more liqor ok???!!!









dont u have times
when u really reallyy REALLY
find that how could someone
give u such stupid
STUPID excuses??

haha..
my dear friend.
i nv knew u would actually change soooo
much and become like tat.

all the fronts u portray
all ur "strong, independent" side of urs
dissolves.
den all the "weak" side u always scold other pple
for having is showing on u.
ahaha the irony.

oh wells
whatever that tickles you.

neon gensis evangelion

freak.
i banged my head in my toilet....
damn pain.










chu chu!!
this is for chuuuuuuuu.........
happy happy birthday baby!!
we will rape you too =))
cheers.
hope u enjoy tons at the bash!







i got a new phoneee!!!
=))))))))))))






recently
i met a friend that i havent seen for...
years.
wow,
she looks good..
woooooo......
but then again.
i always end up as the girl's good friend








alrite
i heard this one night on the radio
i will try my best to translate it into english.




is it that i have forgotten how to fall in love?
or is it that i have already gotten used to loneliness?













oh yea oh yea...
chu chu!!
today marks the end of our december pact!!
haha
so we din fulfill it!!!
=(

world ends on 2012.

i have no contents to write.
so....
just go read nels blog for some
readings.
haha. not say i will agree to everything he says
but there some truth to parts of it.




while at goin to dinner after whole day at expo.
darren asked me
" guang, girl find guy easy?"
"ya!"
"guy find girl?"
"NO!?"



if u beg to differ,
most prob chances are you are a girl.
alright.


if u are a guy
and u say "i can get the girls"
den good for u.
carry on your flings and one-night-stands,
or whatever.
rmb to check for AIDS.

haha...








i got a new phone!!
finally!!!

rocks.








now tat December is here.
i dont have the holiday season mood
since UOL doesnt allow us to have it,
lessons before and after Xmas.

who wud still believe in santa?

suck thumb

HAPPY 22TH BIRTHDAY TO NICHOLAS!!

we got his asswhopped.
rape nel several times,
got my thumb bleeding and numb.

but then again,
it was simply the best.
haha dig our friendship.








it fair is coming.
I AM going to get my new phone.
please starhub,
be good and gimme the phone i want at a good price.














so am i supposed to be happy
or
not?

chase a shadow? hell no. chase mine instead!

firstly to put my priorities right.
i am going to start some serious study.
guanghao start some serious studying.
guanghao study.
study guanghao.
study.guanghao.
guanghao.study.



oh yeah lets not forget.
i need to EXERCISE!
so stop raining so i can run!

and i need to work too.
i need moolahhh...







alright, thats all for the setting of priorities.

i don't know what is wrong with me recently.
maybe cos i'm just plain insane.


i feel so.
urgh
yeah.

singapore hits award

hahaha mayday!!
rocks.

i swear i am goin for their nxt concert in sg.








November, december.
den 3 more months it'll be prelims
come may its exams

dont you think i'm fucked?











somehow
i feel that i'm taken as a clown.
call me stupid/paranoid/ or whatever lah.
i just feel this way.
but then again,

i know i will get


"welcome to life"

right smack back in my face.


lol

lets be greedy for a bit.

finally
around of celebrations is over.
jo's, nellie's and vans.


time to make time for studies.








i just realised my momo uses cotton buds from
faceshop.

while i use those bought from neighbourhood shops.
er..... 3packs for 1 dollar?









maybe we shld all be selfish and greedy.

or maybe its just me that doesnt realised that?
haha.

self pity or self denial?

okok,
to add on.

i am simply amazed by
your friendship.
its all abt you you you,
and not how abt the others in your friendships.


so amazing.
fuck.









i duno what is wrong.
haha
or maybe i know.

lol.

stop being so weak
asshole.




on another note.

people keep asking me
you like ___ is it?



and ___ is not constant.
wow.
haha so funny
since when i had such good luck.