19/8/2010

19/8
its barely half the day gone and
i'm already hating the day.

FUCK!
i wanna scream FUCKK!!!

someone kill me.

nobody really cares abt how u are, how u feel, what u want and what u need.

world cup world cup.
i'm rooting for the 2 korean nations,
african nations..... rise of the minnows
"this time for Africa"
and of cos,
HOLLAND!


abt time the world looks at africa properly.



been working my ass out.
all for the cause of money.
and the activities i wanna do with her
when i get the pay.
or at least the ability to do anything
and not be constrain by lack of money.







floods, heatwaves, earthquakes, droughts
ship-like structure on top of the marina bay sands.
feels like 2012 is coming true.





its one of those nights again.
i hate it. =(
absolutely hate it.




go slp bah,
go slp.

things not so simply anymore.friends?

problem:
if everything i say/do
gonna make pple pissed off.


solution:
then i shall just keep my mouth shut.
and keep to myself.


problem solved.








pple judge me.
i judge pple.
welcome to life.

5months of freedom starts today!

finally after soo sooo soooo long.

i'm backk!

the exams are overr!!

for those who are still mugging..

good luck and jiayou~~

its gonna be over soon!

HOLIDAYSS!!!

i want to catch up on playing soccer.

and its time to get healthy and lose ALOT of weight!!!

headache headache.

world cup cost 70bucks.

omg.

who wants to do some collective buying?

i want to watch ip man 2!!!!

ip man 2~~

initially i had alot to say

but this spliting headache is killing me.

twenty-three.

thanks to all those who wished and/or celebrated
my bday with me.
i cant say enough thank yous for making me feel so happy.

they were tell me to enjoy my day.
such a pity how fast time flies.
24hours aka 1440mins aka 86400secs
zoom past just like that.

the build up to my bday was fantastic,
friday, sat, den finally the actual day itself.


friends, SIM buddies, old friends, clique and bfs and gf.
den finally family.
ooohhh oohhh. and you!!
1st person and last person i spoke to on the 7th march 2010.


i love all of u.
loves the wallet, the watch, the big patrick card and darrens card which is stuck on my wall now.
loves varvars happy bday pics on facebook,
loves all the presents i receive from YOU!=))


yes all of u fall into my category of all those that matters to me.
point 7 in my previous past that is.
you know
my wishlist was an attempt by me to get u turn off
and not get anything and eat a meal with me,
and maybe the angpow! hahaha..
THANK YOU!!!!








bodyworlds and science center is amazing.
bodyworlds is a perpective.
personally i am very very amazed and
grateful to all the donors.
imagine one day when u are 80 den
u go to bodyworlds 2100
and u see my body!!
den u can go, wow i knew this guy long time ago.
art and contribution.
science center?
haha my only previous memory was being dumped into the pond by darren.
a revisit after so long feels good.
pity we didnt have alot of time to wander.
lets go nxt time again!!

theres still flyer, cable car and underwater world.
and many many more...












i came across this cartoon on the chinese newspaper.
and i'll translate it to english cos many of us
cant read chinese sadly.


DISAPPOINTED:

it is a feeling for those that
had once worked hard to experience.




how true, how true.
like all other emotions.
how would u feel disappointed if u have never worked hard for it??

u dont feel sad unless u know how happy feels like.
but does it mean that
for u not to be sad again
u dont want to be happy again too?





jealousy is also the same as disappointment.
u have worked so hard for it,
and yearning and hoping.
yet you dont get it and
see people on the streets getting it.
that sourly feeling
is called jealousy!






yup.. randomness by gman..
till the nxt time..




back to hiatus mode..


ciaoo.....

hiatus journey.

alright.
feb is here.
means
cny is here!!
food!!
food!!
MORE FOOD!!


rocks!



oh yeah..
theres a monster figure on my weighing scales.
omg.
help.









okok.
gman predicts tat
he wont be updating until at least
mid march.

so hes gonna do something unusual this time.
this time hes gonna put his bday wishlist here!!
lol
as if i really expect u to get it for me.
just a wishlist
not a wantlist.

ok here goes:
1. a braun buffel wallet.
(dont ask me why tat brand)
2. a cool looking digital watch.
3. a backpack, not those backpackin type but to
carry stuff go to sch and all type.
4. mp3,ipod, or something like tat.
5. maybe a good earpiece will do too.
6. i want a meal treat to carnivore, and my fellow diner(s)
have to love meat too.
7. i want just a simple dinner with my homies, no need for big hoohaa celebrations
simple dinner with all those who matters,=)

8. if all of the above is outta ur reach, a nice lil angpow with "rich" content
will make my day too!! LOL!






so much for wishlist pple.
just ignore tat.
its just a way for me to waste some time.




"nel, i'm bored."
lol

Nelson says:

write a section abt me then

lol
yeah tats wat nellie says..
i can bet tat those who read my blog will know who tis nelson is!
hahaha.
and i think all i need is for YOU to tag on my taggie to comment on
how u feel abt nelson.
lol!





nel is a good fren,
good man? erss..... i guess so.
muhahahhahaha..
hes the bomb.
homie.

mood: happy sad.

i have some really HAPPY stuffs.
=))











oh yeah

everyone has his/her agendas.
communal living
is all abt how we hide our hidden agendas
and act that all is well and nice,
while constantly making efforts to
get the best for yourself.

齐天大圣是我 谁能奈何了我 但是我却依然不小心 败给了寂寞

abit of testing you pple of your madarin level
to read and understand the title!



first post of 2010!
okok
i know this is late but
happy new year all.
u know no matter how i neglect you
i still love all of you deep deep.


xmas, new yr countdown till first week of sch of the new year
was quite a fiasco.


of cos there were bads and goods and sweets.



now its January
my friends,
if i do suddenly go mia for long means
i am on hiatus
and i am studying.
as much as i want to go and hang out,catch up, have fun,
drink,eat,club,play
with all of you.

reality sets in that i have exams coming up,
and
go and hang out,catch up, have fun,
drink,eat,club,play
doesnt get me the grades,
and i am already heavily in debt
since i am paying outta my own pocket for my education
through bank loan.

some patience
will make gman a happy man.
=)




patrick vieira
is back!!
but not at arsenal thou.
its a love hate feeling.
like him back in the league
hate him being in manc.




ytd after soccer
as usual we were chatting daily stuff at macs.
old friends chatting
simply loves it.
no limits,
no offences,
just opinions
and jokes.



den we were on the topic of soccer and christano ronaldo.
(i duno how to spell his name and i dont care!)
and how nani wants to emulate all his trickery and stuff.
and someone said.
"aiya its all the same lar. look at the singapore players, everyone
wants to be a fandi ahmad."




how true!

so who do you wanna be?!??