362th day of 2009.

while on my way to sch today
heard the deejay on radio mentioning tat its
the 362th day of 2009.

would you even take notice of such fine details in
our everyday rat race?



Xmas celebrations was crazyyy...

home only at 4 am in the morn for
at least 3 days in a row..
how wonderfull..........

been eating eating eating eating!!!
but oh wells
itsss XMASS!!
food is fantastic.





imagine when cny comes.
the eating will go crazy!!!!!




last night.
arsenal won villa.
the commentattor said something tat was pretty funny

" if fabregas dont not get onto spain's squad for the world cup,
put all your money on spain!"
(his performance was too good. half an hour on the field 2 goals scored.)

haha
spain would be veryy nice to watch for world cup!!
omg wat happened to my france??







4days 5 papers.
yeah tat my exam timetable..
ok i foresee a very very very
jam packed studying period from jan till may 10th.







okok.
i'm koping this idea frm nellie.
=)

you know
when do u suddenly realised tat alot of pple wanna be ur friend??

1. when u got alot of money/ when u drive a car
2. when ur friends percieve tat u are interesting/fun-loving/or at least good looking
enuf to ask u along for parties and event.





so how u define
friends?

bodyguards and assassins

synopsis of the movie bodyguards and assassins.

1905, City of Victoria (British Colony of Hong Kong)

In the distance of thirteen blocks, the one man who holds a nations fate must survive relentless attempts on his life with only five bodyguards to protect him. Against hundreds of assassins, these men must put their courage to the test in order to protect the hopes of millions in this perilous night even if it means fighting to the death...






taken from gv website.

watched it today with nellie, chu and bings.

the movie was rather slow paced for the first hour or so..
and then the actions sets in!


alot of pple dont like the show
cause they were expecting an action packed movie from the start to the end
(since theres donnie yen)
the boring starting,
slow pace development of the show sorta turns pple off.







however personally i kinda like the show.
maybe because my liking for history,
that such shows are very interesting to me,
like reading many many history texts in animated pictures.

in the movie,
u can see many pple of different background coming to protect a single person,
but with different reasons....
just to protect a man they nv seen before and
nv actually see in throughout the show.


particularly,
i like how the movie as filmed.
it doesnt portray a single hero
taking out all the bad people
just like all the usual films such as the jackie chan shows.
instead everyone contributed,
gave up their lifes
and did not run away when they knew what they were in for.
thou most of the pple died,
but for a greater cause.
wouldnt it be such a bore if
donnie yen or leon lai just clobber up all the enemies and win???
its sooooo cliche.









so i give the show..
8/10!!

kan ni na.

have you ever felt,
u put your friends/pple close to u
in the first place for everything


den u end up realising
that
they leave u behind for
girls/guys
or even people that are more "happening"??




fuck.

half asleep, half awake.

stupid aircon is not working
i am super hot now!!


ok sch tml @330


thankfully yuzheng smsed abt pay coming in soon.
oh pay oh pay i needed u sooo badly.







stupid handball pple.
nope i'm not biased against handball
just that
wed and friday u book the court to train
so we avoided these days..
now thurs u wanna have extra sessionss........
tats below the belt mann!
good thing u nv come today!!
better dont come from nxt week on.!!








alrite

i shall stop being irritating.
speak less.

stupid excuses.

chus belated bday celebrations.
"can one lar chu!"
haha
no more liqor ok???!!!









dont u have times
when u really reallyy REALLY
find that how could someone
give u such stupid
STUPID excuses??

haha..
my dear friend.
i nv knew u would actually change soooo
much and become like tat.

all the fronts u portray
all ur "strong, independent" side of urs
dissolves.
den all the "weak" side u always scold other pple
for having is showing on u.
ahaha the irony.

oh wells
whatever that tickles you.

neon gensis evangelion

freak.
i banged my head in my toilet....
damn pain.










chu chu!!
this is for chuuuuuuuu.........
happy happy birthday baby!!
we will rape you too =))
cheers.
hope u enjoy tons at the bash!







i got a new phoneee!!!
=))))))))))))






recently
i met a friend that i havent seen for...
years.
wow,
she looks good..
woooooo......
but then again.
i always end up as the girl's good friend








alrite
i heard this one night on the radio
i will try my best to translate it into english.




is it that i have forgotten how to fall in love?
or is it that i have already gotten used to loneliness?













oh yea oh yea...
chu chu!!
today marks the end of our december pact!!
haha
so we din fulfill it!!!
=(

world ends on 2012.

i have no contents to write.
so....
just go read nels blog for some
readings.
haha. not say i will agree to everything he says
but there some truth to parts of it.




while at goin to dinner after whole day at expo.
darren asked me
" guang, girl find guy easy?"
"ya!"
"guy find girl?"
"NO!?"



if u beg to differ,
most prob chances are you are a girl.
alright.


if u are a guy
and u say "i can get the girls"
den good for u.
carry on your flings and one-night-stands,
or whatever.
rmb to check for AIDS.

haha...








i got a new phone!!
finally!!!

rocks.








now tat December is here.
i dont have the holiday season mood
since UOL doesnt allow us to have it,
lessons before and after Xmas.

who wud still believe in santa?

suck thumb

HAPPY 22TH BIRTHDAY TO NICHOLAS!!

we got his asswhopped.
rape nel several times,
got my thumb bleeding and numb.

but then again,
it was simply the best.
haha dig our friendship.








it fair is coming.
I AM going to get my new phone.
please starhub,
be good and gimme the phone i want at a good price.














so am i supposed to be happy
or
not?

chase a shadow? hell no. chase mine instead!

firstly to put my priorities right.
i am going to start some serious study.
guanghao start some serious studying.
guanghao study.
study guanghao.
study.guanghao.
guanghao.study.



oh yeah lets not forget.
i need to EXERCISE!
so stop raining so i can run!

and i need to work too.
i need moolahhh...







alright, thats all for the setting of priorities.

i don't know what is wrong with me recently.
maybe cos i'm just plain insane.


i feel so.
urgh
yeah.

singapore hits award

hahaha mayday!!
rocks.

i swear i am goin for their nxt concert in sg.








November, december.
den 3 more months it'll be prelims
come may its exams

dont you think i'm fucked?











somehow
i feel that i'm taken as a clown.
call me stupid/paranoid/ or whatever lah.
i just feel this way.
but then again,

i know i will get


"welcome to life"

right smack back in my face.


lol

lets be greedy for a bit.

finally
around of celebrations is over.
jo's, nellie's and vans.


time to make time for studies.








i just realised my momo uses cotton buds from
faceshop.

while i use those bought from neighbourhood shops.
er..... 3packs for 1 dollar?









maybe we shld all be selfish and greedy.

or maybe its just me that doesnt realised that?
haha.

self pity or self denial?

okok,
to add on.

i am simply amazed by
your friendship.
its all abt you you you,
and not how abt the others in your friendships.


so amazing.
fuck.









i duno what is wrong.
haha
or maybe i know.

lol.

stop being so weak
asshole.




on another note.

people keep asking me
you like ___ is it?



and ___ is not constant.
wow.
haha so funny
since when i had such good luck.

everyone puts on a mask, and i mean everyone.

i forsee that coming weeks
i'm goin to be busy with stuff outside
schoolwork.
how wonderful.




i need someone.
someone to scold me.
ask me to wake up.
and stop slacking around
and get down to work.
fuck.
help pls.






haha
recently i saw an episode of spongebob.
patrick never fail to make me super happy!












song by one of my favorite singer!=)))


http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/206764ht.htm



read the lyrics.
its a super jazz song. haha.



条件都已放宽 精采又怎样
爱情的使用量 尽量 减半
睡得太晚 梦太频繁
别来烦 帮个忙
独自呢喃 天都快亮 又回想
无尽无尽的夜晚 不打烊的小酒馆
没有人急著回家 没有人想各自回家
无尽无尽的夜晚 爱在舌尖上打转
测试他对我有 多疯
狂 原来只是精神上
对爱渴望 那么向往 那么困难
早适应了孤单 孤单不怎样
爱人的使用量 尽量 健康
睡得太晚 梦太频繁
别来烦 帮个忙
独自呢喃 天都快亮 又回想
无尽无尽的夜晚 不打烊的小酒馆
没有人急著回家 没有人想各自回家
无尽无尽的夜晚 爱在舌尖上打转
测试他对我有 多疯
狂 原来只是形式上
对爱渴望 那么向往 那么困难
对爱渴望 对爱渴望
那么向往 那么困难
对爱渴望 对爱渴望






output >>>>>> input.
help.








lets just take that i mia cann??

come be my antithesis.

wow,
i saw the pics of my cousin's bday.
his gf is OMG.
haha where to find one like tat??
where??







if sch can go at the speed of light,
it feels like i'm goin on lightyears.
a month since sch started and
workload is so much.



how i long to hangout with
many many of my friends.
when i was having my super long holidays,
they are all not free.
now i'm struggling to keep up with sch work,
its barely possible to meet up.

i should sleep 2 hours a day to accomplish everything.
and soon i will have panda eyes,
you can send me to the zoo to exhibit.





how to squeeze exercise into my schedule.
oh yeah i want to learn Spanish.
hm.........

please gimme some fun.

oh no.
i'm sneezing and sneezing nonstop.
get away from me flu bug!
i got the freaking flu jab!
so useless.






seems like sch,
home,
soccer,
meet vans and jo
are my standard timetable nowadays.







my mom came home one day
and she looked at me seriously and said.
mom:"gh you are in trouble already lar you."
i tot wtf happen?!??!
me: huhh.?
mom: ur face looks very chubby
hey keep fit! not keep fat!




thanks mom
i needed that.

fuck.
time to stop eating and starve myself.










sometimes i am sooo jealous.

ask a woman to describe their perfect man, they will end up describing another girl

曾经有一份真诚的爱情摆在我面前，但是我没有珍惜，
等到了失去的时候才后悔莫 及，尘世间最痛苦的事莫过于此，
如果上天可以给我个机会再来一次的话，
我会 跟那个女孩说我爱她!
如果非要把这份爱加上一个期限，
我希望是。。一万年!

woots! thanks to ah cai

haha lovely lines
its the classic line out of one of stephen chew's movie





i'm certainly in the mood for those
lovey dovey, corny lines.
but no one will listen to mine!
haha.




tml's soccer. cant wait.
oh yeah. today i was staring at this nike human race poster.
den suddenly i got a shock of my life.
its gonna happen in 2 weeks time
i sign up for it but
i haven run a single bit!!
omg omg omg omg.

URGENTLY RECRUITING RUNNING BUDDY!!









like i've been saying.
temper isnt good.
so i'm gonna make some noise.
you know
for years
if u say that you got good old friends
like the bestest of the bestest best friends.
like
"heck they'll do everything for me and vice versa"

however....
when the truth sets in.
we all know it and tries to accept it.
acceptance is the 1st step they always say.
but!
sometimes it doesnt work this way.

truth being
we are all suckers for girls.
hoes before bros
haha.
its in a very very broad sense if u get what i mean.

its damn irritating.
i know i do the same thing.
but still ITS STILL DAMN IRRITATING
when it happens to you.

who's holding hands in orchard??

as you all know
i have some good female friends.
so our topics are in some way,
no holds bar.
anything and everything.

so
guys.
sometimes, when we desperately try to do things
to gain sympathy?
to gain attention?
are all
in their eyes
a sight of irritation.
do things in moderation bros! =)










2 weeks into sch.
i think,
our workload, for those fellow sim frens who reads this blog,
has accumulated to quite a big pile!!
if we do not want a repeat of last year's last minute studying madness.
i do not want that to happen.
so peeps
when u see me online
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
either
1) ask me if i have dont my work already
or
2) scold me a lazy ass and chase me away from the www and msn!

your help is pretty much appreciated.
=)






last nite's ride around singapore
frm chloe's to kovan to geylang to thompson
was pretty a mad rush!
haha
nice!lovely.






good night my pretty babes.

STFU, backstabbing bitch!

the title tells it all.

so what if my first impressions are the boobs and the figure?

i wanna watch the basterds.
but i keep having this feeling that
in the end i will just miss it cos
seems like no one wants to watch it.
or maybe not with me!
maybe i'll just be an emo dude and catch it myself.






best la~
i got make up lesson in the 2nd week of sch.
tml 7pm till 10!!
omg.
nvm can see all the parttimers.
OL here i come!







how do you break yourself into someone's life?












i rmb once
i was telling galvin abt my funny relationship stuff.
then i vividly rmb
him commenting.
"wtf gh, why you always like this type of pple??"

haha.
duno man.

they just attracts me!





uncanny ability of mine to
be able to "see" things
and "see" some light of how things will end up.
but i cant seem to see my own.

as the nothern hemisphere prepares for winter. weather here still sucks

as the year comes to the last quarter,
tons of birthdays are coming!!

impt peeps like nel, nic, jo, vans, lenas.

and others' birthdays are coming. omg!!


ers...

a simple meal will do lar hor?
hahahah








sch starts,
and i realised
its time to do alot of readings!
i wanna be prepared for the lects this year.
not to go into lects and be a blur sotong!

jiayou jiayou.






wow
i think my fetish is gonna be here for sometime
and i actually think its damn good.
muhahahahahaha.
speaking of changing.







comfort zone.
time to step out of it.
=)






i've got this short temper nowadays.
its time to let out some steam.
tread with care!

dont, stop! & dont stop!!!

back to sch.
pls motivate me.
study study study study.
lets keep up that pace.





i am overly heaty.
blood in my phelgm and mucus for days.
wow.
with so much liang teh i've already drank.
imagine how heaty i am.







i hope all my friends are not as mad as me.
come to think of it,
i'm like the only one that does not take care of the body.
sick still play soccer and bball.
fever still go chiong soc.
dislocated shoulder still go for exercise.

woots.
pls dont do a guanghao.








easily irritable.
haha.



last year when sch started
i told myself,
i'm NEVER gonna bid for the morning lessons so i dont
have to wake up early and get caught in the jam.
the reality of life,
i've got TWO freaking morning lessons this year.
FML










the true mark of a man
is how he treats someone who can do him absolutely no good

hell yeah

farewell my concubine

and so he flies off.
no i am not gay.
but one of the good pple in my life is gone,
for at least another year.
how many pple in life you can tell
all, and i mean ALL your deepest and darkest secrets to?
not many.
haha.

hope everything will be fine and smooth sailing for you!







for sch to start on nxt week,
it means i've got this last week to GO and HAVE FUN!
but i'm down the flu.
stupid doctor and his flu jab like no use!

but,
it didnt stop me from doin most things i wanna do.
bball and soccer
with both nostrils blocked
is a killer.









i am looking for
someone.

someone who is free, WILLING and WANTING
to watch
Inglorious basterds.






today is 20.09.2009.

my cousin got married!

haha i cannot imagine myself
at the age of maybe 27/28
walking down the aisle just yet!

but still
damn happy for her!

haha
her husband must be some goodlooking dude
if even i think that he is/was a chick magnet.





do u know how sick i am?
all my flam and mucus are blood.
for the whole day.
now my head spins..
yeah dig that.









good things dont go to those who sits and wait.
well done.

remind me to stop waiting.

i caught the flu bug, pass me the insecticide.

said:
all the good guys are either gays or taken up.
me: define good guys
said: people who are not like my ex.



erms.
that does not answer the question!!








wha my new fantastic timetable is so disgusting.
i love it not.


taken frm galvin.
life is just like photography,
we use negatives to develop.

game of two faces

taunts and jeers,
part and parcel of life.






i cant wait to change my phone.

starhub? or stick to singtel?





ask: one times good one?
or
five times zero?

which one do you want?





somehow i want the five times zero den the one times good one.
lol.
greed has no boundary.


but then again its now or never.

dig that





haha.




oh yeah i wanna watch the ugly truth.
anyone?

too bad shes attached.

my aim:
to mind fuck you so badly that you are willing
to spend for me.

your aim:
to mind fuck me so badly that i go down on all fours
and give you everything i can.




but just like what was said.

in this relationship,
its only i smoke and fuck you.
you cannot smoke me.


nice!
=)

you better be good.

before i start on anything.
lemme give you some food for thought.


how do you differentiate a "good" and a "bad" relationship?

a GOOD relationship enables you to look at the world from another person's point of view


a BAD relationship closes you from the world, theres only you and your partner.



of cos we are speaking of those relationships that have withstood the test of time and
not those lovey dovey newly made relationships
where everything is just simply beautiful cos you haven seen the "cao kuan" of
your other half.











alright.
i admit. i love to whine.
haha i think i do.




anyway i shld do it thru the blog
instead of ranting to my friends.






ok. 1stly,
your insanely large confidence level
sometimes gets on my nerves.

we should open our eyes to the world and not self indulge yourselves.
and trust me.
we know shit being stuck in the well.
please dont put yourself at shame. =)









for some time i've been pondering
maybe deep inside i've the answer to
"wtf is wrong with me?"
which my friends cant figure out or
they are just too kind to me.




i've have this nagging pain on my lower back
right at the place where the kidney is.
kidney failure is coming for me.
and i am not joking.







believe it or not.
i'm really really appreciative of the people in my life.
my friends,
or at least i do take you as my friend!

ryan's homecoming made me more appreciative of all of you.
i really enjoy the times
when we could just simply sit ard and talk
talk about everything under the sun.

unless you experience it,
you'll nv know how it feels.



just like one of them
keeps coming up with words that warms the heart at the hardest times.
words like
"nvm i love you."
"nvm you still have my love"

haha ok sorry i'm not NOT emo.











the great mass-murdering prisoner,truman capote once said that he was afraid of two things
and two things only.
so which of these is worst? betrayal or abandonment?










whats the first thing you forced yourself not to cry over, and how old were you when
it occured?







why is laughing at a funeral considered unacceptable, and yet
crying at a wedding is not?










oh boy.
what a night.
=)

imagine world cup without argentina

a reading from the newspaper one night ago,
experts in holland found out that
males gets stupider when they are around beautiful ladies.

its something about men will only use part of their brains
when they see the beauty that entices them.

so since its scientifically proven.

so the next time when you find me stupid around some pretty girl
you'll know that i like her.


haha similarly girls,
if a guy starts to get stupid around you,
its either you shld be happy,
or hes just a plain nutcase.








the recent clip of the dude that got bullied by the girlfriend.
was he being too wuss or a pure gentleman?








i want to go for the F1 rocks concert.

like a child getting his 1st present.

i think cooping at home tooo long is bad.

michael jackson songs on the radio is filling up my room.
simply loving it.




i am counting down to 3pm tml.
wet with excitement. haha




cool i learn something new today.
i learn "fml" and its meaning.





was talkin to my friend abt drinking sessions.
damn i miss the times when i had them.

drank martell in the afternoon today.
there's another cup in the fridge.





i need drinking session!
need the alcohol boost in my body.
anyone game to drink with the gman?

最美的愿望 一定最疯狂

i really really like the title.

bummed ard today so much that i hate myself!
finally watched harry potter and the order of the phoenix


i'm madly craving for pizzas.


and i think recently i've been damn whine-y.
shut me up pls!






nv felt so cowardly in a longg time.







on the brighter side.

i'm very excited!
literally wet with excitement! haha ok thats overdoing.
cos the king is coming back!
muhahaha one of my good friend is finall coming back to sg.
since he left, i haven put my heart and soul into playing bball.
bet we will play until our hands and legs give way!

i cant wait.








lol i really like my title!
haha so meaningful.

grass is ALWAYS greener on the other side??

i always think i read alot.
and i think i do.
lol

oh yea before my sisters post up the pics of the trip i shant blog much abt it yet.

random stuffs.

i think we should laugh at ourselves instead of laughing at others.
perfect way to self improve,
who needs self help books if we do that?

be critical abt ourselves!

if you are unsatisfied with everything in your life,
and live in self pity,
den you will always be in your sorry state.


on the other hand,
if you are satisfied with everything,
wouldn't it be a bore?
and theres no improvement, no drive to improve!



lol. so how?








alright.
i kopped this outta avia's blog entry.
sorry gal for not askin you 1st,
if it offends you pls tell me i'll take it off! =))



one day, someone asks you if you'd like to know what's gona happen to you. what's your answer gona be.







what would you do if you possess the script that crafts out your entire life.







would you follow it, no matter good or bad.



or would you change the bad.







like a computerised system, any change you make to the original script churns out yet another script and you're asked once more if you' d like to know.







like the previous time, yes you said.







again and again you attempt to change.





good for you, if you've made your life better.

good for you if you've decided to stick to that script.

or, you're not yet satisfied and believes there's something better out there for you, for your script.

are you really sure that that's something better, like you said.



but not so good for you, if it turns out to be something to your horror.

first thing that comes into your mind; change it.

are you sure the next script will not be worse.











if you knew all's irreversible, would you take the steps, or even the first step.



how long do you have to keep changing your life scripts anyway.

and then you're stuck with the last one you stopped at.











i ask you, is it in anyway better than all the ones you rejected earlier?



nicely written.
perfectly phrased.

so we never know if the grass is always greener on the other side.

do you,

take the risk to cross over?
or
do you
stick to your own patch and make enjoyment outta it?





but curiosity always the devil.
who wouldn't wanna take a glimpse of their own script?
i would.

humid,hot,sweat, 36 degrees celcius

hello all!
i'm back!
its 330am now and i'm super shagged out, but i'm still online!!
haha. typical.



the weather was godlike, even living in sg for 22years didnt prepare me for 36degrees!
they say 6degrees and everything on earth will change.
i say 3degrees is enough.




i think to post all my thoughts and stuff abt the trip now will take me all the way to the nxt day.
so i'll do it another time.
cant wait for my sisters to post up the pics.



i am damn glad to be back!

so till another time!

bruno.

i cant imagine the days i've to spend without technology.
no internet.
omg.




whos gonna mousehunt for me?!?!

haha.





oh man.
i think i watched too much aircrash investigation on national geographic.
i dont really like to fly.
lol.











bruno is a damn funny show.
if u wanna say wtf for a million times thru out the show
pls watch it!!
its R21 thou.






dont think will blog tml.


so yeah bye all!

cya soon.

even Buddha has anger.

apparently being too fucking nice for so long is too fucking stupid.

apparently you did not understand what i said abt between me and you.
and you have to fucking go tell others abt it.
we all may be close friends but who the fuck ask u to go tell them?

apparently i am fuckking pissed offf now.



apparently i'm still damn nice to you


fuck.

friendship and relationship, these two obligations do not have to contradict one another

it is confirmed.
i will travel to hk and china from the 20th to the 27th.
so if you contact me during that period,
sorry cant reply cos i dont think i will bring my phone over.
and if i dont reply u when i'm supposed to be back.
erms.... hahaha!






i've got a backpacker's back for the trip!
means i'm equipped to go backpacking nxt time!!
haha whos in backpacking?

brains or heart?

fuck.
brains or heart??
someone enlight me pls.
talk soon pls!
u shld noe who u are!
haha

So what do i want?

its been a crazy two weeks.
mad rush for happy meals,
for the kitties i mean.
one of my best bud's birthday tat lasted 2days.
clubbing.
how can i leave out clubbing,
its like poison.
i haven club for years.
i returned for a supposed bday celebration turned normal club session.
and now its like the clubbing mood sets in...







seriously,
happy meals are making me unhappy.






just recently
i posted a post named "so what do you want?"
today's time for the other side.
what do i want?




what do i want??!
hm... its been a question that has been in my head for like super long.
and i never thought of an answer yet.
i kinda feel that i'm digging deeper into my own hole.




something i told nellie during our recent
latenight chillouts, no wait it was OVERnight.

i said something like
"i feel that our wind is coming."

but somehow,
i just dont see mine coming.
i see my buds around me enjoying the wind.
and i secretly feel that mine will never come.
haha talk abt being ultimate pessimistic.





i came upon the lyrics of MJ's-you're not alone.
haha damn emo.




i read this somewhere while reading stuffs online.


monsters exists for the heros to exist,
if not we should all just be monsters.

5 stars arising

ndp preview was fun.
its was definitely better then 2 years ago when i participated in.



i should stop my lame jokes.




i'm a strength? no wonder i cant farm.







dota aint fun when you are losing.





i have to say butter's smoke room was nice!

hello meow meow

how often do your siblings sms you
"go eat macs happy meals,
i will pay for them.
i want the kitty"




haha so i got a total of 36 happy meals sponsored
over a span of a month.
rocks.

tell me how not to get fat?









a conversation between chu and me
we were talking about playing mahjong.

chu: i noob
chu: i play mj is like you play dota.
me: .......










50 miss calls is toooooo much.
how can anyone not pick up the phone on the 50th?!
how can you call for 50 times??!?!

it kinda puzzles me.
haahhahahahaha

what do you want???

who wants to be camp facilitator with me??
pay is not high,
just for fun and experience?!!




i have a problem with crowds.
i simply dislike people that walk slowly
or stand there idle and block my way.






i met up with jo and vans finally.
oh yea lena too.
you have no idea how delighted i am to see them..






as a personal note/interest.
notice my title?
what do you want?
there's alot of things that you desire.
but do you know what do you actually want??
makes sense?


anyway. what do you want is proper english.
knowing that its me and i simply love to crack lame jokes outta no where and always at the wrong timing.
we can always put "what do you want?" into
"wat u want? wat u want hurr??"

ahaha.

pathetic

so you think you got temper?

ten minutes of feeling damn pissed off, makes me older.

blogger has some probs and i cant post this in my preferred way.
down the middle that is.



i've got a million things going thru my head.
putting them into words is madness.


i really kinda miss them.


oh wells.






someone wake me up for mac breakfast pls?




i need to run and gym.

a blow to the ego fades alot more quickly than regrets.

lovely longg late night chat rocks my socks.


lets hope i put what I've heard and learnt into good use hur??
cross your fingers.






library will be a new best friend.

All hands on deck!

apparently,
i couldnt keep the swearing down
and its the same as the singlish.
please remind me!
come on....
haha
living in wonderland.




harry potter 6 movie is kinda disappointing.
maybe is due to the fact that i've read the book like a million times.
hope they can raise the bar for the last 2 movies.



libing.
pls watch horror movies with me
pleasee!!
=D




(if i remember this correctly)
someone said to me recently,
pisces, or water elemental horoscopes
are negative.

oh hell yeah i'm one negative bastard.


you have no idea what goes on in my mind.





the fragility of the friendship
is not how truthful we are.
its not about how long we've met.
its not how well we know each other.
its how we don't step into the hazard zones that harms the friendship.



to how each person see it.

its not "then its not a true friendship"thingy
the way i see it,
but its respect.
so its like
men only get bother by two things
1. women
2.money

yeah thats the hazard zones for ya.

NO!
i hate to preach.
i hate to nag.
fucking shut up guanghao.







come sept.
i may go to china
cos my sisters recon
that its time to bring my dad to go back visit
our ancestral house/land/village
which he has been wanting to go for eons.
its suppose to be good to go back.
but with no technology
i think i will die.
yes i'm a city kid.





soccer is damn fun.
loves it.
enjoys playing with all my friends.
i just realised.
let's say we have been playin at the braddell height cc court
since sec 3--15years old.
means that in 3 years time,
we will be there for a full ten years!!

hahaha.
yes girls
when your bf is a gamer and/or a soccer lover.
don't disturb the game.






add ons:


like many wondered why i don't have a gf.
haha i have no ideas too!
given that i have kinda many good/close female friends
haha
maybe i am gay.
or i should be one.
lol.
yeah its late already.

bum

bumming around
is far too good for me.
nuah is understatement.



as the last quarter of the year approaches,
the many many birthdays is waving at me.
oh no...






ndp is coming.
i cant wait to go for the preview.





i simply love to bum.

disgustingly nice.

yesh i think i'm a bit slow
to finally come to acceptance that
i've been too disgustingly nice.

i think the peeps last night will get what i'm talking about.

i think i will try to change it.
and
fear not,
those that i'm offering my central intelligence service
its my pleasure to continue for you!








anyway,
i've decided to try to be more civilised.
meaning, i am gonna curb my swearing,
and lessen my usage of singlish.
guys,
tell me if i've strayed away.

birthday, story, karma and what ifs

happy birthday to "my sista"
cant wait for saturday.
hahaha.



recently my mom told me the story of her friend.
her friend had this dog, which they kept for many many years.
same as humans,
illness ruled.
some blood disease and had to get
blood transfer and white blood cells infusion every now and then.

unlike humans,
the dog, and all animals,
are unable to talk,
it can only whine when its in pain.
and at the same time the pain was so intense that made it
to keep banging his head against the wall.


so the brave dog suffered and battered the illness for awhile.
when it was time for the checkup with the vet,
the dog looked at the vet and whine and whined.
this is when the vet told the family members,
he's really in a lot of pain,
and with a lot of unwillingness and pain,
they let the dog go, put it to sleep.




after hearing this story,
i felt really sad.
and i took a very good look at my momo.
luckily his not as sick as the poor dog
and i hope that he don't suffer like it.

karma.
is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect (i.e., the cycle called saṃsāra) originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies.

(taken from wikipedia.)


i'm a believer of karma.

your actions are causes of what's going to happen to you in the future.
they say we control our own fate, if you believe in that, then please come to acceptance with karma.


i secretly think that what i'm enduring for so the recent times/years is what i sowed from two things i've done and hopefully do not cause harm.

oh karma. oh karma.
nvm at least i'm taking responsibility for my actions then.
yeah i'm living in constant self-denial.











WHAT IFs.....


what if i had won the 8million TOTO during new year?----i would be living in a renovated house, gotten my driving license and driving an Audi.

what if my momo hadn't have a curved spine? ----it would have been still walking normally and jumping around the house.


what if i was taller?--- i would definitely loved my height.

what if i had spend more time and effort studying when i was younger?--- i would be more contented with my current abilities.


what if i was less shy and less cowardice??--- hmm i really wanna know what if.



what if we did not get to know each other in such circumstances?--- i would probably be trying my best to chase you now.



so many what ifs.
haiz.

if any of you knows who's john hartson.
the poor man is battling with cancer.
all the best to him.
and i wish him good health.

smoker or sucker?

saw this at a shirt printing shop at novena, velocity.



" if you think that you are a smoker,
get lost!
its the cigarette that is smoking,
you are just the sucker at the other end."




hahaha
nice.

long live the king!

i watched transformers 2 : revenge of the fallen today!!
yeah i noe i'm slow.
but thats not the point.
the point is that
its a damn good good good show.

action packed!
and besides....
megan fox is uberly hot.
hot hot hot hot hot.
they dont have babes like these in SG.







i really want to comment on the Michael Jackson incident.

honestly speaking,
i aint a fan of him, but
call me busybody,
yup so it goes.

the king of pop passed away.
please people, media people,
his family, ex-wives, and the little children.
the poor man is gone.

let the world remember him
as the "king of pop"
not the weirdo who doesnt wanna be black,
failed product of cosmetic surgery,
not the paedophile.


listen to his music,
look at all his fans.





personally i do not believe he attack children.

and world let forget all about it.





look at what we can to other famous people,
lets do the same for him.


look at china's 2 most prominent leaders,
mao zedong and his cultural revolution.
deng xiao ping and the tiananmeng incident.

but they are all known now as great leaders.




look at chris brown.
would you not buy his nxt album if u love his music??




i duno why i'm saying all those.
but let the poor man rest in peace.



listen to his music man!!!

ghost of girlfriends' past

went to watch
ghost of girlfriends' past
with nic and libing.
1stly
bishan cinema is
superbly duperly
UNCOMFORTABLE!!

nic! nel! darren! chu!!
libing!!
and to everyone of my friends!!
pls pls pls pls PLS dont ever set a movie outing
at bishan again!!







3 phrases that came to my mind.
the 1st 2 comes from the movie.
the last one was one i heard sometime back.





1) the power to control in a relationship lies with the one who cares less.

how very true is that hur?
looking at my friends' relationships.
this line is like the golden TRUTH.
haha.


2)love is miracle food for the uneducated and ******
damn i forgot wat was the other.




3) there aint a guy whos afraid of their wives or girlfriends.
theres just men who respect women.













Michael jackson passed away.
the king of pop is gone.
forget his negatives.
lets all bask in his brilliance.

THRILLER baby!

capital inflows and outflows.

alrite today's fathers' day!
happy fathers' day to all the dads!


we had dinner at sizzlers at suntec
nothing very special.
i think nxt time i shall just order the salad bar.
family dinners are always nice.
lovely.
partly cos i'm still a leecher.
hahahaha!
good food thou.





been looking at my friends' pictures posted on facebook.
some were really nicely taken.
using the SLR cameras.
i wish i could take pics like those.

but one of those cams are superly expensive!
and a poor jobless dude like me cant afford it.

i have a whole long list of wants,
but
when supply isnt in equilibrium with demand,
it sucks to keep thinking of all the things.

capital inflow is zero,
but outflow will never BE at zero.
help!
i need a job!





oh yeah.
recently i realised i've got a new fetish.
the bros know i'm damn high on it.


hao how??

entry no. 1

hellos!!
after soo long.
i've decided to change a new outlook
new everything.



will update reall soon!!!
stay tune!!!