what do you want???

who wants to be camp facilitator with me??
pay is not high,
just for fun and experience?!!




i have a problem with crowds.
i simply dislike people that walk slowly
or stand there idle and block my way.






i met up with jo and vans finally.
oh yea lena too.
you have no idea how delighted i am to see them..






as a personal note/interest.
notice my title?
what do you want?
there's alot of things that you desire.
but do you know what do you actually want??
makes sense?


anyway. what do you want is proper english.
knowing that its me and i simply love to crack lame jokes outta no where and always at the wrong timing.
we can always put "what do you want?" into
"wat u want? wat u want hurr??"

ahaha.

pathetic

so you think you got temper?

ten minutes of feeling damn pissed off, makes me older.

blogger has some probs and i cant post this in my preferred way.
down the middle that is.



i've got a million things going thru my head.
putting them into words is madness.


i really kinda miss them.


oh wells.






someone wake me up for mac breakfast pls?




i need to run and gym.

a blow to the ego fades alot more quickly than regrets.

lovely longg late night chat rocks my socks.


lets hope i put what I've heard and learnt into good use hur??
cross your fingers.






library will be a new best friend.

All hands on deck!

apparently,
i couldnt keep the swearing down
and its the same as the singlish.
please remind me!
come on....
haha
living in wonderland.




harry potter 6 movie is kinda disappointing.
maybe is due to the fact that i've read the book like a million times.
hope they can raise the bar for the last 2 movies.



libing.
pls watch horror movies with me
pleasee!!
=D




(if i remember this correctly)
someone said to me recently,
pisces, or water elemental horoscopes
are negative.

oh hell yeah i'm one negative bastard.


you have no idea what goes on in my mind.





the fragility of the friendship
is not how truthful we are.
its not about how long we've met.
its not how well we know each other.
its how we don't step into the hazard zones that harms the friendship.



to how each person see it.

its not "then its not a true friendship"thingy
the way i see it,
but its respect.
so its like
men only get bother by two things
1. women
2.money

yeah thats the hazard zones for ya.

NO!
i hate to preach.
i hate to nag.
fucking shut up guanghao.







come sept.
i may go to china
cos my sisters recon
that its time to bring my dad to go back visit
our ancestral house/land/village
which he has been wanting to go for eons.
its suppose to be good to go back.
but with no technology
i think i will die.
yes i'm a city kid.





soccer is damn fun.
loves it.
enjoys playing with all my friends.
i just realised.
let's say we have been playin at the braddell height cc court
since sec 3--15years old.
means that in 3 years time,
we will be there for a full ten years!!

hahaha.
yes girls
when your bf is a gamer and/or a soccer lover.
don't disturb the game.






add ons:


like many wondered why i don't have a gf.
haha i have no ideas too!
given that i have kinda many good/close female friends
haha
maybe i am gay.
or i should be one.
lol.
yeah its late already.

bum

bumming around
is far too good for me.
nuah is understatement.



as the last quarter of the year approaches,
the many many birthdays is waving at me.
oh no...






ndp is coming.
i cant wait to go for the preview.





i simply love to bum.

disgustingly nice.

yesh i think i'm a bit slow
to finally come to acceptance that
i've been too disgustingly nice.

i think the peeps last night will get what i'm talking about.

i think i will try to change it.
and
fear not,
those that i'm offering my central intelligence service
its my pleasure to continue for you!








anyway,
i've decided to try to be more civilised.
meaning, i am gonna curb my swearing,
and lessen my usage of singlish.
guys,
tell me if i've strayed away.

birthday, story, karma and what ifs

happy birthday to "my sista"
cant wait for saturday.
hahaha.



recently my mom told me the story of her friend.
her friend had this dog, which they kept for many many years.
same as humans,
illness ruled.
some blood disease and had to get
blood transfer and white blood cells infusion every now and then.

unlike humans,
the dog, and all animals,
are unable to talk,
it can only whine when its in pain.
and at the same time the pain was so intense that made it
to keep banging his head against the wall.


so the brave dog suffered and battered the illness for awhile.
when it was time for the checkup with the vet,
the dog looked at the vet and whine and whined.
this is when the vet told the family members,
he's really in a lot of pain,
and with a lot of unwillingness and pain,
they let the dog go, put it to sleep.




after hearing this story,
i felt really sad.
and i took a very good look at my momo.
luckily his not as sick as the poor dog
and i hope that he don't suffer like it.

karma.
is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect (i.e., the cycle called saṃsāra) originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies.

(taken from wikipedia.)


i'm a believer of karma.

your actions are causes of what's going to happen to you in the future.
they say we control our own fate, if you believe in that, then please come to acceptance with karma.


i secretly think that what i'm enduring for so the recent times/years is what i sowed from two things i've done and hopefully do not cause harm.

oh karma. oh karma.
nvm at least i'm taking responsibility for my actions then.
yeah i'm living in constant self-denial.











WHAT IFs.....


what if i had won the 8million TOTO during new year?----i would be living in a renovated house, gotten my driving license and driving an Audi.

what if my momo hadn't have a curved spine? ----it would have been still walking normally and jumping around the house.


what if i was taller?--- i would definitely loved my height.

what if i had spend more time and effort studying when i was younger?--- i would be more contented with my current abilities.


what if i was less shy and less cowardice??--- hmm i really wanna know what if.



what if we did not get to know each other in such circumstances?--- i would probably be trying my best to chase you now.



so many what ifs.
haiz.

if any of you knows who's john hartson.
the poor man is battling with cancer.
all the best to him.
and i wish him good health.

smoker or sucker?

saw this at a shirt printing shop at novena, velocity.



" if you think that you are a smoker,
get lost!
its the cigarette that is smoking,
you are just the sucker at the other end."




hahaha
nice.

long live the king!

i watched transformers 2 : revenge of the fallen today!!
yeah i noe i'm slow.
but thats not the point.
the point is that
its a damn good good good show.

action packed!
and besides....
megan fox is uberly hot.
hot hot hot hot hot.
they dont have babes like these in SG.







i really want to comment on the Michael Jackson incident.

honestly speaking,
i aint a fan of him, but
call me busybody,
yup so it goes.

the king of pop passed away.
please people, media people,
his family, ex-wives, and the little children.
the poor man is gone.

let the world remember him
as the "king of pop"
not the weirdo who doesnt wanna be black,
failed product of cosmetic surgery,
not the paedophile.


listen to his music,
look at all his fans.





personally i do not believe he attack children.

and world let forget all about it.





look at what we can to other famous people,
lets do the same for him.


look at china's 2 most prominent leaders,
mao zedong and his cultural revolution.
deng xiao ping and the tiananmeng incident.

but they are all known now as great leaders.




look at chris brown.
would you not buy his nxt album if u love his music??




i duno why i'm saying all those.
but let the poor man rest in peace.



listen to his music man!!!