Saturday, August 29, 2009

grass is ALWAYS greener on the other side??

i always think i read alot.
and i think i do.
lol

oh yea before my sisters post up the pics of the trip i shant blog much abt it yet.

random stuffs.

i think we should laugh at ourselves instead of laughing at others.
perfect way to self improve,
who needs self help books if we do that?

be critical abt ourselves!

if you are unsatisfied with everything in your life,
and live in self pity,
den you will always be in your sorry state.


on the other hand,
if you are satisfied with everything,
wouldn't it be a bore?
and theres no improvement, no drive to improve!



lol. so how?








alright.
i kopped this outta avia's blog entry.
sorry gal for not askin you 1st,
if it offends you pls tell me i'll take it off! =))



one day, someone asks you if you'd like to know what's gona happen to you. what's your answer gona be.







what would you do if you possess the script that crafts out your entire life.







would you follow it, no matter good or bad.



or would you change the bad.







like a computerised system, any change you make to the original script churns out yet another script and you're asked once more if you' d like to know.







like the previous time, yes you said.







again and again you attempt to change.





good for you, if you've made your life better.

good for you if you've decided to stick to that script.

or, you're not yet satisfied and believes there's something better out there for you, for your script.

are you really sure that that's something better, like you said.



but not so good for you, if it turns out to be something to your horror.

first thing that comes into your mind; change it.

are you sure the next script will not be worse.











if you knew all's irreversible, would you take the steps, or even the first step.



how long do you have to keep changing your life scripts anyway.

and then you're stuck with the last one you stopped at.











i ask you, is it in anyway better than all the ones you rejected earlier?



nicely written.
perfectly phrased.

so we never know if the grass is always greener on the other side.

do you,

take the risk to cross over?
or
do you
stick to your own patch and make enjoyment outta it?





but curiosity always the devil.
who wouldn't wanna take a glimpse of their own script?
i would.







Friday, August 28, 2009

humid,hot,sweat, 36 degrees celcius

hello all!
i'm back!
its 330am now and i'm super shagged out, but i'm still online!!
haha. typical.



the weather was godlike, even living in sg for 22years didnt prepare me for 36degrees!
they say 6degrees and everything on earth will change.
i say 3degrees is enough.




i think to post all my thoughts and stuff abt the trip now will take me all the way to the nxt day.
so i'll do it another time.
cant wait for my sisters to post up the pics.



i am damn glad to be back!

so till another time!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

bruno.

i cant imagine the days i've to spend without technology.
no internet.
omg.




whos gonna mousehunt for me?!?!

haha.





oh man.
i think i watched too much aircrash investigation on national geographic.
i dont really like to fly.
lol.











bruno is a damn funny show.
if u wanna say wtf for a million times thru out the show
pls watch it!!
its R21 thou.






dont think will blog tml.


so yeah bye all!

cya soon.


Saturday, August 15, 2009

even Buddha has anger.

apparently being too fucking nice for so long is too fucking stupid.

apparently you did not understand what i said abt between me and you.
and you have to fucking go tell others abt it.
we all may be close friends but who the fuck ask u to go tell them?

apparently i am fuckking pissed offf now.



apparently i'm still damn nice to you


fuck.













Tuesday, August 11, 2009

friendship and relationship, these two obligations do not have to contradict one another

it is confirmed.
i will travel to hk and china from the 20th to the 27th.
so if you contact me during that period,
sorry cant reply cos i dont think i will bring my phone over.
and if i dont reply u when i'm supposed to be back.
erms.... hahaha!






i've got a backpacker's back for the trip!
means i'm equipped to go backpacking nxt time!!
haha whos in backpacking?








Sunday, August 9, 2009

brains or heart?

fuck.
brains or heart??
someone enlight me pls.
talk soon pls!
u shld noe who u are!
haha

Friday, August 7, 2009

So what do i want?

its been a crazy two weeks.
mad rush for happy meals,
for the kitties i mean.
one of my best bud's birthday tat lasted 2days.
clubbing.
how can i leave out clubbing,
its like poison.
i haven club for years.
i returned for a supposed bday celebration turned normal club session.
and now its like the clubbing mood sets in...







seriously,
happy meals are making me unhappy.






just recently
i posted a post named "so what do you want?"
today's time for the other side.
what do i want?




what do i want??!
hm... its been a question that has been in my head for like super long.
and i never thought of an answer yet.
i kinda feel that i'm digging deeper into my own hole.




something i told nellie during our recent
latenight chillouts, no wait it was OVERnight.

i said something like
"i feel that our wind is coming."

but somehow,
i just dont see mine coming.
i see my buds around me enjoying the wind.
and i secretly feel that mine will never come.
haha talk abt being ultimate pessimistic.





i came upon the lyrics of MJ's-you're not alone.
haha damn emo.




i read this somewhere while reading stuffs online.


monsters exists for the heros to exist,
if not we should all just be monsters.







Sunday, August 2, 2009

5 stars arising

ndp preview was fun.
its was definitely better then 2 years ago when i participated in.



i should stop my lame jokes.




i'm a strength? no wonder i cant farm.







dota aint fun when you are losing.





i have to say butter's smoke room was nice!

Saturday, August 1, 2009

hello meow meow

how often do your siblings sms you
"go eat macs happy meals,
i will pay for them.
i want the kitty"




haha so i got a total of 36 happy meals sponsored
over a span of a month.
rocks.

tell me how not to get fat?









a conversation between chu and me
we were talking about playing mahjong.

chu: i noob
chu: i play mj is like you play dota.
me: .......










50 miss calls is toooooo much.
how can anyone not pick up the phone on the 50th?!
how can you call for 50 times??!?!

it kinda puzzles me.
haahhahahahaha