Tuesday, July 14, 2009

birthday, story, karma and what ifs

happy birthday to "my sista"
cant wait for saturday.
hahaha.



recently my mom told me the story of her friend.
her friend had this dog, which they kept for many many years.
same as humans,
illness ruled.
some blood disease and had to get
blood transfer and white blood cells infusion every now and then.

unlike humans,
the dog, and all animals,
are unable to talk,
it can only whine when its in pain.
and at the same time the pain was so intense that made it
to keep banging his head against the wall.


so the brave dog suffered and battered the illness for awhile.
when it was time for the checkup with the vet,
the dog looked at the vet and whine and whined.
this is when the vet told the family members,
he's really in a lot of pain,
and with a lot of unwillingness and pain,
they let the dog go, put it to sleep.




after hearing this story,
i felt really sad.
and i took a very good look at my momo.
luckily his not as sick as the poor dog
and i hope that he don't suffer like it.








karma.
is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect (i.e., the cycle called saṃsāra) originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies.

(taken from wikipedia.)


i'm a believer of karma.

your actions are causes of what's going to happen to you in the future.
they say we control our own fate, if you believe in that, then please come to acceptance with karma.


i secretly think that what i'm enduring for so the recent times/years is what i sowed from two things i've done and hopefully do not cause harm.

oh karma. oh karma.
nvm at least i'm taking responsibility for my actions then.
yeah i'm living in constant self-denial.











WHAT IFs.....


what if i had won the 8million TOTO during new year?----i would be living in a renovated house, gotten my driving license and driving an Audi.

what if my momo hadn't have a curved spine? ----it would have been still walking normally and jumping around the house.


what if i was taller?--- i would definitely loved my height.

what if i had spend more time and effort studying when i was younger?--- i would be more contented with my current abilities.


what if i was less shy and less cowardice??--- hmm i really wanna know what if.



what if we did not get to know each other in such circumstances?--- i would probably be trying my best to chase you now.



so many what ifs.
haiz.







if any of you knows who's john hartson.
the poor man is battling with cancer.
all the best to him.
and i wish him good health.



















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