So what do i want?

its been a crazy two weeks.
mad rush for happy meals,
for the kitties i mean.
one of my best bud's birthday tat lasted 2days.
clubbing.
how can i leave out clubbing,
its like poison.
i haven club for years.
i returned for a supposed bday celebration turned normal club session.
and now its like the clubbing mood sets in...







seriously,
happy meals are making me unhappy.






just recently
i posted a post named "so what do you want?"
today's time for the other side.
what do i want?




what do i want??!
hm... its been a question that has been in my head for like super long.
and i never thought of an answer yet.
i kinda feel that i'm digging deeper into my own hole.




something i told nellie during our recent
latenight chillouts, no wait it was OVERnight.

i said something like
"i feel that our wind is coming."

but somehow,
i just dont see mine coming.
i see my buds around me enjoying the wind.
and i secretly feel that mine will never come.
haha talk abt being ultimate pessimistic.





i came upon the lyrics of MJ's-you're not alone.
haha damn emo.




i read this somewhere while reading stuffs online.


monsters exists for the heros to exist,
if not we should all just be monsters.