self pity or self denial?

okok,
to add on.

i am simply amazed by
your friendship.
its all abt you you you,
and not how abt the others in your friendships.


so amazing.
fuck.









i duno what is wrong.
haha
or maybe i know.

lol.

stop being so weak
asshole.




on another note.

people keep asking me
you like ___ is it?



and ___ is not constant.
wow.
haha so funny
since when i had such good luck.

everyone puts on a mask, and i mean everyone.

i forsee that coming weeks
i'm goin to be busy with stuff outside
schoolwork.
how wonderful.




i need someone.
someone to scold me.
ask me to wake up.
and stop slacking around
and get down to work.
fuck.
help pls.






haha
recently i saw an episode of spongebob.
patrick never fail to make me super happy!












song by one of my favorite singer!=)))


http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/206764ht.htm



read the lyrics.
its a super jazz song. haha.



条件都已放宽 精采又怎样
爱情的使用量 尽量 减半
睡得太晚 梦太频繁
别来烦 帮个忙
独自呢喃 天都快亮 又回想
无尽无尽的夜晚 不打烊的小酒馆
没有人急著回家 没有人想各自回家
无尽无尽的夜晚 爱在舌尖上打转
测试他对我有 多疯
狂 原来只是精神上
对爱渴望 那么向往 那么困难
早适应了孤单 孤单不怎样
爱人的使用量 尽量 健康
睡得太晚 梦太频繁
别来烦 帮个忙
独自呢喃 天都快亮 又回想
无尽无尽的夜晚 不打烊的小酒馆
没有人急著回家 没有人想各自回家
无尽无尽的夜晚 爱在舌尖上打转
测试他对我有 多疯
狂 原来只是形式上
对爱渴望 那么向往 那么困难
对爱渴望 对爱渴望
那么向往 那么困难
对爱渴望 对爱渴望






output >>>>>> input.
help.








lets just take that i mia cann??

come be my antithesis.

wow,
i saw the pics of my cousin's bday.
his gf is OMG.
haha where to find one like tat??
where??







if sch can go at the speed of light,
it feels like i'm goin on lightyears.
a month since sch started and
workload is so much.



how i long to hangout with
many many of my friends.
when i was having my super long holidays,
they are all not free.
now i'm struggling to keep up with sch work,
its barely possible to meet up.

i should sleep 2 hours a day to accomplish everything.
and soon i will have panda eyes,
you can send me to the zoo to exhibit.





how to squeeze exercise into my schedule.
oh yeah i want to learn Spanish.
hm.........

please gimme some fun.

oh no.
i'm sneezing and sneezing nonstop.
get away from me flu bug!
i got the freaking flu jab!
so useless.






seems like sch,
home,
soccer,
meet vans and jo
are my standard timetable nowadays.







my mom came home one day
and she looked at me seriously and said.
mom:"gh you are in trouble already lar you."
i tot wtf happen?!??!
me: huhh.?
mom: ur face looks very chubby
hey keep fit! not keep fat!




thanks mom
i needed that.

fuck.
time to stop eating and starve myself.










sometimes i am sooo jealous.

ask a woman to describe their perfect man, they will end up describing another girl

曾经有一份真诚的爱情摆在我面前，但是我没有珍惜，
等到了失去的时候才后悔莫 及，尘世间最痛苦的事莫过于此，
如果上天可以给我个机会再来一次的话，
我会 跟那个女孩说我爱她!
如果非要把这份爱加上一个期限，
我希望是。。一万年!

woots! thanks to ah cai

haha lovely lines
its the classic line out of one of stephen chew's movie





i'm certainly in the mood for those
lovey dovey, corny lines.
but no one will listen to mine!
haha.




tml's soccer. cant wait.
oh yeah. today i was staring at this nike human race poster.
den suddenly i got a shock of my life.
its gonna happen in 2 weeks time
i sign up for it but
i haven run a single bit!!
omg omg omg omg.

URGENTLY RECRUITING RUNNING BUDDY!!









like i've been saying.
temper isnt good.
so i'm gonna make some noise.
you know
for years
if u say that you got good old friends
like the bestest of the bestest best friends.
like
"heck they'll do everything for me and vice versa"

however....
when the truth sets in.
we all know it and tries to accept it.
acceptance is the 1st step they always say.
but!
sometimes it doesnt work this way.

truth being
we are all suckers for girls.
hoes before bros
haha.
its in a very very broad sense if u get what i mean.

its damn irritating.
i know i do the same thing.
but still ITS STILL DAMN IRRITATING
when it happens to you.

who's holding hands in orchard??

as you all know
i have some good female friends.
so our topics are in some way,
no holds bar.
anything and everything.

so
guys.
sometimes, when we desperately try to do things
to gain sympathy?
to gain attention?
are all
in their eyes
a sight of irritation.
do things in moderation bros! =)










2 weeks into sch.
i think,
our workload, for those fellow sim frens who reads this blog,
has accumulated to quite a big pile!!
if we do not want a repeat of last year's last minute studying madness.
i do not want that to happen.
so peeps
when u see me online
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
either
1) ask me if i have dont my work already
or
2) scold me a lazy ass and chase me away from the www and msn!

your help is pretty much appreciated.
=)






last nite's ride around singapore
frm chloe's to kovan to geylang to thompson
was pretty a mad rush!
haha
nice!lovely.






good night my pretty babes.

STFU, backstabbing bitch!

the title tells it all.